Hide And Seek

The Hotpot | January 2026 | By Lisanne

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The sound of our own thoughts can be incredibly loud at times.

We rattle on, spending vast amounts of our lives simply listening to the internal monologue, until it becomes our whole world.
We can become so attached to our narrative that we fail to realize that searching for a solution has actually become a form of distraction.

It is notoriously difficult to see the very thing that is blocking our view.

When thoughts become complex, they turn uncomfortable—something to flee from. Keeping ourselves “busy” is a brilliant short-term anesthetic; drinking can serve the same purpose. We choose movement over meaning just to keep the silence at bay.

Strangely enough, simply allowing ourselves to feel is rarely the first solution we reach for.

When we are angry, we might think the solution is to silence the other person.
When we are anxious, we might think the solution is to control the future.

We get so caught up in the mechanics of “fixing” that we miss the reality:
the constant seeking is often just a way to avoid being present. We spend the whole day playing a sophisticated game of hide-and-seek with ourselves.

What if the “blockage” isn’t a problem to be solved, but a signal to be heard?
We might treat our emotions like intruders we need to negotiate with, rather than guests who are just passing through.
The moment we stop looking for the exit is often the moment the door finally opens.

So how do we practice “sitting with the noise” without trying to turn the volume down?

I guess it’s a life time practice.

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